As an ordinary
human being, we all hope to be happy all life. However, not all things can do
as you like. Even sometimes we have to do what I don’t want to do. Honest reality
always makes us confused all time in our daily life. We hope to get rid of the
matters. Just be myself once again. Therefore, we will take our things down,
and then go out to travel. Is it right? I just say is not very right. I don’t
refuse, and don’t agree it. Because what we choose is our right. This is life.
In our
childhood, we always look forward to become what we want to be. There are many
dreams that are very fantastic and funny in our mind. We don’t care what others
think and say. In our mind, categorical things are mainly. Wrong is wrong,
correct is correct. However, when we grow up, we all say childhood is the happiest.
Why? Because then we have no matters and things to think and do. We just are
ourselves.
After
graduating from colleges or universities, we begin to cherish the memory of our
childhood. We think we were very foolish and funny. We also begin to be far
from our friends because of busy life. We all think highly of rich men and
become very mundane slowly; it seems that we lost many things that we do not
know. We are very afraid of poverty and spare no effort to can become the
center of majority. But, finally we become lonelier after rich. Therefore, we
begin to want to be back into previous life once again. Actually, we have been
not able to be back. We lost much and much. Therefore, now, we should ask
ourselves what we want to do. Regardless of what others think and laugh at,
just be ourselves.
He is so
common that most people cannot care him in public. However, he sometimes is
very strong, sometimes is very stupid. In his mind, he just loves his things
such as football, basketball and so on. The most serious defect is very
introverted before many girls. He even does not know how to talk with girls. In
campus, he always plays with boys. Before graduating, he can’t help loving a
very beautiful girl, but the girl has a boyfriend. He still loves her very much
in spite of impossibility. He expressed his love to the girl. Unfortunately,
she refused the boy. She told him that he is just her common friend. But, the boy
still insists though the girl is being ready to marry. He does not know what he does is right or
wrong. He just knows he loves her. He doesn’t want to miss her even she did not
like him at all. And then, the girl left his city with her boyfriend. The boy
always is looking for her until he finds her in a city that he loves very much.
He is so happy that he goes to the city at once. When he sees the girl, he
feels that she may change a lot. She began to focus on life and marriage. She just
told him he should not bother her. He is very sad, but it is still very hard to
forget her. In his mind, her words may be very correct. He began to hate
himself. He always laughed at himself. However, one day, when he thinks of his
family and friends, he finds he is wrong. Actually, he can’t love the girl; he
should not deceive himself once again. She is just his dream that is very remote.
The dream may disappear quickly and he will remember the feelings. After many
years, he may forget her appearance, but he must remember the crazy and
regretful youth. He began to work hard and became very calm. Sometimes he seems
to be very mature and sometimes very old. It seems that he can’t another girl. Happiness
in his mind is just impossible. He did not believe true love at all. He begins
to love his family and friends. I am changing the boy. Though the boy is very
quiet and silent, the boy will recover back. Today is terrible, but tomorrow
will be better. 
